The numerous contradictions of life that stare right in my face have turned adversarial. My anxiety reverberates in my pensive soul. How brazenly i was ignored at the cost of others who offered 'solace'.
I thoroughly enjoyed the day,,after all i was pampered. among fat cats and obscenly artificial persons,,,huh!!!!!!!
So, my last blog entry n my last day on the net will also help heal some wounds. My cell would also go silent. I m destiny's forgotten, ill-groomed child who is replete with contradictions. My blood boils but it cools too.
The discourse has shifted from universal to personal. Innocence dissolves in knowledge n knowledge gives way to exercise of power situated in a particular discourse. Innocence-knowledge-power. Where am i lost in this chain? Do i want to exercise brute power in personal relationship or i mbeing made a meek subject of nonchalance? I have no answers for this.....and yes people learn to swim on their own...so have I? No I would never swim...I would rather be an escapist,,,,never to wade through water again.