It just takes seconds to lose your sang froid and everything built over ages goes to the grind.
One moment of anger takes away years of happiness. It's like a nuclear holocaust that leads to unassumed catastrophes. The marvels of humanity are reduced to ashes. The art, science and the noble faculty that a man is all become a thing of the past, never to be born again. And the new breed also undergoes severe trauma.
Over the years, my resentment has grown, as I have not been able to fulfill my own expectations. One's frustration is reflected in his severly distorted personality. Especially when one is trying to overcome his limitations. But I commited the grave mistake of losing my temperament, not expected of a man. But that was an "unintended consequence".
But when I look back at past few years, the timelessness of time grips me. It soothes my raging soul. I again tread back to the more humane way. I feel myself elevated to a higher position in the chain of beings.
Anger vanishes, love floursihes.