A new chapter...

In this world of 'interconnected differeces', I am unable to find my own space, a space created out of free will. Everything looks so real and yet devoid of the 'real' essence. Decentre your thoughts to think free and at will. The micro is overshadowing the larger picture, the one I painted out of passion. Factual stands staunchly against the counter-factual. But the argument goes that one has to wade his/her way through the micro to reach the macro from where you can 'pontificate' (if I am allowed to use the term for disdainful and highbrow journos). Where do I stand as I yearn for answers? The experienced and the not-so-experienced amatuers would say: Well, you have to chart it this way dude. There can be no short cuts, they would tell me. But do I really want to tread the road less travelled? Yes and no. 'Uncertainty' like always before stands in my way. Not knowing the priorities of life and confidently dealing a blow to the aura of self-confidence, I am struggling with my self created naivete. The passion which was mainifested in ambition is somehow still there in the deep recesses. That's where the hope lies of a brighter morning, of a willingness to perform and rise from the ashes. The journey begins afresh, once more...